The Feeling

The feeling came.
Suddenly.
The feeling of dread, fear and unease.

The truth had finally sunk in.
The truth that I am leaving.

No one likes to step out of their comfort zone.
And I am very comfortable here.
I decided that I love my home very much.

I wonder what it is like to wake up every morning and be alone.
Having fun, having new friends, and having to study.
I wonder what it is like to have to take care of myself.
To wash, to iron, to cook.
To Cook! Maybe I wouldn't.

Anyhow, the dawn of realisation came today.
I just booked my air ticket.